DrMKZ

I just got this thought after having the troubles of studying all the CPGs. It’s sickening to memorize everything. Sometimes, you dont even have to know what you are memorizing!

To me, a specialist is like a Master Jedi, selfless, losing their ego-centricity, serving the ummah and all. A precious assets, and undying force even through the hardest part of life.

 And,  inevitably, to my understanding, medical students are sometimes just like, a young apprentice, a Padawan; not knowing where to go, wanting to know but still inadequately preparing himself, and excitingly wanting to try new things. Learning mistakes and preapring himself for mistakes. Like Anakin.

While some others are, Darth and Seth lords, absorbing and fallen into the dark side. Yeah. Depressed with their accomplishments and, falling of their tracks. A parasits and sceptic, and full of id, self preservation and self-fishness. Wanting to win without any losses and sacrifices.  Still like Anakin.

I sometimes belong to both of these characters. A padawan, and a seth lord. Only that, I try to tip the scale into, being a Master Jedi. It a crazy battle sometimes. 

Dr. Samsul is a master Jedi “Senior Specialist” Hehe.

🙂

 – End of Family Medicine and Public Health posting, looking forward for Forensic and Ortho after this. Wacthed Star Wars the other day! Herm.